Struggling with Suicidal Ideation is fully part of having AuDHD (ADHD and Autism) and it is OK to talk about it.
Here is a little glimpse in this part of my experience as Late Diagnosed Woman. Listen to your neuro-divergent friends when they say that they have “Dark Ideas”.

To buy a mobile home in order to get closer to our building site might seem counter-productive but it is a necessary step to take. But living with ADHD and Autism and going from a monotropic lifestyle to a poly tropic one is hard so I'm in the limbos, procrastinating.

After two and a half years of transition from London to Southern French Countryside, we are taking the plunge to go live on our Renovation Site…

After almost a year of no news regarding the House renovation We are back!
And with another Mammoth Task.. the Roof!

A reflection on drastic life change and why hunting is becoming such an important part of my life.

it’s 10.35pm and I am seating at the kitchen table.. reflecting on 15 years of a Life I feel was just a dream.

We finally did it! Our first Renovation blog is coming out on Youtube on our channel Renovation_Ferme on Wednesday 17th of November at 7pm GMT+1!

“I became brutally honest to the point of being rude, colder and colder, more and more unaccessible and despotic. I built my own Ivory tower and locked myself in and would only let those who could climb up there enter in.”

My last blog was in January and after months of absence and reflection my thoughts are starting to take shape. Epiphanies in the Woods and chats with the Devil or God at the Crossroad all the doubts might point to an evidence.

December 19th 2020, the day I said farewell to London in a rush, the religious epiphanies that grief brings upon us and the faith necessary to create a better world for ourselves.

No one teaches us how to grieve our abusers and no one teaches us about gratitude either, those are things we have to figure out on our own.

From dreaming to own a house to getting the keys. How a self-employed Mother got it done!

Where everything started for this great adventure. Childhood memories of Countryside living and a hunger for simplicity.